Friday, July 11, 2008

Love! Love Love!

It's friday yaay. I am happy sipping tea in my rocking chair and listening to music on my favorite radio station and hence the title of my blog "Love!.. Love! ..Love!" as I am humming the song. I have planned to go out tonight to watch the movie Hancock even though I have not read good reviews about it ,but who cares for the reviews? I am going to watch Will Smith and his action in place. I would love to watch movies and go out with my someone special but things are yet to work between us and I am very positive they will. Sometimes I wish that how wonderful it would be if we are not hurt by our love and with hurt emerge all those resentful feelings which can make you feel like a beast. Raising from the animal to human takes forgiving and accepting the hurt. It may or may not be possible to forget certain things in life but you can always forgive. Forgiving is throwing away those bad feelings like waste matter which are meant to be thrown out and replacing them with good feelings which are like nutrition to the soul. What a beautiful lesson life has taught me. I cannot be more grateful. Thanks to my belief in God, my family and friends who have extended their unconditional love and support to help me keep a positive outlook towards life. Anyways time to get ready and keep going to the movie.

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Feelings!! what are they anyways?

I am feeling very low all of a sudden today. I was very happy since I got up in the morning but not sure all of a sudden I am feeling very low, some uneasiness has set in my mind, I am feeling restless and I am waiting for something to happen that will make me happy again but not sure what that is.

Feeling Feelings Feeling... All the time we talk, think about feelings. Even our thinking and actions depend on how we are feeling at a particular moment.

Sometimes I wonder what are feelings? Where do they come from? why do we even feel? How would we be without feelings? Is it good or bad to have feelings? Do feelings dwell in us or do we live on them? How are we able to identify and differentiate them like I am happy\I am sad\I am angry\I am hurt\ I am in Love? What do we actually mean when we say I am happy\ I am sad\ I am angry\ I love you? What is happiness? what is sadness? what is anger? What is Love? Are feelings a boon or bane? Why is it that we all don't feel happy\sad\angry\love in a similar way? why is it that if one person considers something as a happiness\sadness, the other person may not feel in the same way? If everyone felt similarly on everything, how will the world be? Would it be a better place or worst or same?

I don't want to answer or want an answer or try to find an answer for any of these questions, because I just want to write the thoughts that I am FEELING right now.

Monday, May 5, 2008

May 5th 08

I am sipping my tea after I am back from work and a bit nervous as I am composing this post as this will be my first post ever in any blog. Wohooo....

Thinking what to write and it reminds me of this weekend when I went to Trinity pub with two other girl friends and it was my first time in this pub. I liked the pub with it's 3 dance floors and good music. But it got extremely crowded by midnight. we left frm there around 12:30 and thought we should go to another pub called Mon. But unfortunately after a lot of roaming around in the area we could not get locate the pub and finally decided to go back home and try it next weekend. We all came back dancing in our car. Came back home and talked till 3:30 in the morning before we could no longer hold back on our sleep.

oh yeah I got my tickets to india today and I am very excited and looking forward for a month long vacation. There is some kind of unknown sadness in me though and I am not sure what and why is it. Am I missing something or someone here? Yet to dig in deep into my heart.